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Toki toki brii
22 December 2009 @ 12:03 am
I haven't used this thing in yeeeeears.
Toki toki brii
20 October 2005 @ 06:15 pm
So how do you like my new background and icon?
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Slipknot
Toki toki brii
13 October 2005 @ 04:13 pm
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
Toki toki brii
29 September 2005 @ 04:42 pm
I'm contemplating on making this friends only... Maybe if I do.. I'd starting posting in it again... I dunno... ::shrugs:: I'll think about it...

Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Advent Children OST!!
Toki toki brii
11 August 2005 @ 01:18 pm
borrowed from a friend
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire
a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight
through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried
our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the
hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken
away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish
they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the
attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will
probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed
myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found
out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who
never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the
management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit
the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother
because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence
survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they
found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence
survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the
father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection
to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach
gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who
died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be
a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't
believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person
who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you
think homophobia is wrong.
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Current Music: Submersed- "Hollow"
Toki toki brii
21 June 2005 @ 07:43 pm

Your #1 Love Type: INFP

The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

Your #2 Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer

In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.
For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.

Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.
However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.

Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

Your #3 Love Type: INTP

The Thinker

In love, you are honest and serious about commitment.
For you, sex is something you think about and desire a lot of the time.

Overall, you are pure in your affection and feelings.
However, you tend to be suspicious and distrusting at times.

Best matches: ENTJ and ESTJ

Those are mostly true, I suppose...

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Dawn is your soulmate.
You truly love Andrew.
You consider Neo your true friend.
You know that Chris is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Nick for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Jeremy is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Debi is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Kelly is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Kelly changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Sammy is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Sammy has a hidden internet romance.

::coughs:: I guess that's kind of right... Some things are off... by a long shot...

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where.
With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.
You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.
You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

That seems accurate...

Part Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

Part Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

The top one applies way more than the second one...

Your Taste in Music:

Alternative Rock: Highest Influence
90's Alternative: High Influence
90's Rock: High Influence
Adult Alternative: High Influence
80's Alternative: Low Influence
80's Pop: Low Influence
90's Hip Hop: Low Influence
90's Pop: Low Influence
Classic Rock: Low Influence
Hair Bands: Low Influence
Heavy Metal: Low Influence
Punk: Low Influence

I like punk music...

Your True Birth Month Is January




Easily jealous

Loves children

Rather reserved

Highly attentive

Likes to criticize

Needs close friends

Ambitious and serious

Smart, neat and organized

Hardworking and productive

Loves to teach and be taught

Quiet unless excited or tensed

Sensitive and has deep thoughts

Knows how to make others happy

Searches for the greatest romance

Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds

Romantic but has difficulties expressing love

Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses

I guess that's kind of accurate...

That's all for now.

Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: Submersed- "Hollow"
Toki toki brii
19 June 2005 @ 09:02 pm
It's been a while since I've updated this thing... Lots of things have happened... I've lost Nick... It makes me really sad... I gave him the choice and he chose not to talk to me anymore... I was never mad at him... well maybe for a little bit, but I never suspected that he was cheating on me and I never cheated on him... My mom got really mad at him... She was the one saying most of what I typed... I don't know why I typed it... She says that he treats me like crap... I didn't think that he did... but I don't know... I miss him... ::sighs:: I still love him... Even if he does treat me badly... I still love him... I always will... I just hope that he is happy with the decision he chose... I'm not happy with it, but if he is, then that is what matters... I wonder if he misses me... I'm still going to send him his half of the necklace... I wonder what he'll do with it... He'll probably throw it away like he said he would... I don't really know... My mom says that I am an idiot and I let him take advantage of me and treat me badly... I didn't think he was treating me badly... That's just how he is... I mean... I do expect him to treat me a little nicer to me since he says he loves me... but... I guess none of that matters anymore... He's gone... So... I guess that's it...


...Heh... I guess there won't be anymore shout outs...
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Current Music: Some how I can still remember Nick singing to me...
Toki toki brii
15 June 2005 @ 09:03 pm
Tomorrow, school will have been out for a week. It still doesn't feel like summer. ::shrugs:: I haven't really talked to anyone. I'm still gone every weekend. I have so many parties. I've had five or six already. ::nods:: I'm really bored. Hm... I think I'm going to go watch TV in my room or something...

Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: None
Toki toki brii
12 June 2005 @ 10:35 pm
Today was another graduation party for another friend. I still have more to come. It was pretty fun. I'm really tired though. I didn't sleep at all last night and I haven't eaten much today. ::shrugs:: I feel nauseous... Felt like this all day... I haven't talked to Nick in a couple days... ::sighs:: He's not making much of an effort to talk to me either... Maybe he's busy... ::shrugs lightly:: It reminds me of the beginning of 'the silence'. ::sighs:: Who knows... Who really knows...

Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: My head is ringing...
Toki toki brii
12 June 2005 @ 10:38 am
I had a graduation party yesterday. I have another one today. Most of my friends were seniors so I keep getting random invitations. ::shrugs:: It gives me something to do other than sit around and do nothing. I haven't really talked to Nick lately. ::sighs:: Everytime I get on, he's away... Oh well... Nothing I can do about it...

Current Mood: restlessrestless